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Wrestling with inner conflict
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Wrestling with inner conflict
Store owner relives shooting of robber
BY MICHAEL MARTZ
TIMES-DISPATCH STAFF WRITER May 06, 2002
John Lee fumbled for a cigarette and apologized.
"I have to smoke," he said. "I am very upset."
Lee was standing next to the cash register at the S&K Mini Mart, his convenience store on the fringe of the Woodland Heights neighborhood in South Richmond.
Three months earlier, he stood at the same spot and shot one of two men who had just beaten him and robbed him at gunpoint.
The man, 26-year-old Kenny Carter, collapsed under a tree outside the store on Forest Hill Avenue and died. Lee was not charged, but the trauma of that day still weighs on his mind.
"I don't want to remember."
Lee is a 52-year-old native of South Korea who has operated convenience stores in the Richmond area for almost 20 years. He served in his native country's army as a military policeman, but he never had shot a person before.
His father had given him the .380-caliber Colt in 1985, but he never had fired it, even in practice.
"I'm a Christian, but I can't go to church any more," he told The Times-Dispatch days after the Jan. 7 robbery and shooting. "I've killed a person. I am very sorry."
In the months since, he has been buoyed by his pastor, neighbors and other well-wishers. He has returned to worship at the Lord Jesus Korean Church in Chesterfield County. His pastor, the Rev. Hyun Bae, said Lee has wrestled with an inner conflict since the shooting.
"He missed some Sundays. . . . He is trying to recover himself spiritually," Bae said.
Lee also is grappling with fear. He spent almost $500 on a bulletproof vest, though he finds it difficult to wear. "Very hot," he explained.
He bought a new gun, a .357-caliber, because Richmond police still have not returned his Colt. And he has a concealed-weapon permit.
Why? "Scared," he said.
The fear has a cultural dimension. Lee would not allow himself to be photographed for this story, nor would his pastor consent to a picture at the church.
John W. Jeong, president of the Korean-American Grocers Association of Greater Richmond, refused to talk about the issue of defensive gun use and crime.
His group and another organization just offered a $10,000 reward for information about the killer of Nancy Cho at her South Richmond grocery store last month.
Lee has been robbed at gunpoint before, in September, when a robber stuck a pistol in his face and demanded money. "I give money, bye bye, OK," he said.
His wife has been robbed twice at another store they own in South Richmond's Blackwell neighborhood.
Still, nothing prepared Lee for the afternoon of Jan. 7, when two men ran into the store and knocked him down behind the cash register.
They hit him with the butt of a gun over his left eye, under his right eye, in the back of his head. They punched him more than a half-dozen times. Images of his life "screened" across his mind, he said. He has two sons.
"I said, 'I give you everything. . . . Don't beat me no more. Don't hurt me.'"
The two men grabbed lottery tickets. They made him get up and open the cash register. One of them pushed him off the wooden platform behind the register toward the store's back room. A supply closet opens onto the passageway.
The robber made Lee open the closet, go in and sit down. He shut the door but did not lock it. Lee heard one of the men say, "Go, go, go," and heard their steps thump across the platform. He thought they had left.
Before Lee crept out of the closet, he picked up the gun his father had given him. He was reaching for the telephone to call the police when he heard a sound.
He looked around the cash register and saw the two men next to the door. One of them held a large handgun, a .45-caliber.
"I shot one time," he said. "They ran away."
Lee ran outside. He saw Carter sprawled next to a tree near the intersection of Forest Hill and Dundee avenues. He called 911 for police and an ambulance.
Carter was pronounced dead at a local hospital. Police arrested Donald E. Allen a few days later and charged him with robbery.
Peace of mind has been hard to find for Lee. His father died recently. "This year is terrible," he said.
Time is healing him slowly.
"I'm OK. Jesus helps me." http://www.timesdispatch.com/news/bearingarms/MGBR2JSOV0D.html
"If cowardly and dishonorable men sometimes shoot unarmed men with army pistols or guns, the evil must be prevented by the penitentiary and gallows, and not by a general deprivation of a constitutional privilege." - Arkansas Supreme Court, 1878
Store owner relives shooting of robber
BY MICHAEL MARTZ
TIMES-DISPATCH STAFF WRITER May 06, 2002
John Lee fumbled for a cigarette and apologized.
"I have to smoke," he said. "I am very upset."
Lee was standing next to the cash register at the S&K Mini Mart, his convenience store on the fringe of the Woodland Heights neighborhood in South Richmond.
Three months earlier, he stood at the same spot and shot one of two men who had just beaten him and robbed him at gunpoint.
The man, 26-year-old Kenny Carter, collapsed under a tree outside the store on Forest Hill Avenue and died. Lee was not charged, but the trauma of that day still weighs on his mind.
"I don't want to remember."
Lee is a 52-year-old native of South Korea who has operated convenience stores in the Richmond area for almost 20 years. He served in his native country's army as a military policeman, but he never had shot a person before.
His father had given him the .380-caliber Colt in 1985, but he never had fired it, even in practice.
"I'm a Christian, but I can't go to church any more," he told The Times-Dispatch days after the Jan. 7 robbery and shooting. "I've killed a person. I am very sorry."
In the months since, he has been buoyed by his pastor, neighbors and other well-wishers. He has returned to worship at the Lord Jesus Korean Church in Chesterfield County. His pastor, the Rev. Hyun Bae, said Lee has wrestled with an inner conflict since the shooting.
"He missed some Sundays. . . . He is trying to recover himself spiritually," Bae said.
Lee also is grappling with fear. He spent almost $500 on a bulletproof vest, though he finds it difficult to wear. "Very hot," he explained.
He bought a new gun, a .357-caliber, because Richmond police still have not returned his Colt. And he has a concealed-weapon permit.
Why? "Scared," he said.
The fear has a cultural dimension. Lee would not allow himself to be photographed for this story, nor would his pastor consent to a picture at the church.
John W. Jeong, president of the Korean-American Grocers Association of Greater Richmond, refused to talk about the issue of defensive gun use and crime.
His group and another organization just offered a $10,000 reward for information about the killer of Nancy Cho at her South Richmond grocery store last month.
Lee has been robbed at gunpoint before, in September, when a robber stuck a pistol in his face and demanded money. "I give money, bye bye, OK," he said.
His wife has been robbed twice at another store they own in South Richmond's Blackwell neighborhood.
Still, nothing prepared Lee for the afternoon of Jan. 7, when two men ran into the store and knocked him down behind the cash register.
They hit him with the butt of a gun over his left eye, under his right eye, in the back of his head. They punched him more than a half-dozen times. Images of his life "screened" across his mind, he said. He has two sons.
"I said, 'I give you everything. . . . Don't beat me no more. Don't hurt me.'"
The two men grabbed lottery tickets. They made him get up and open the cash register. One of them pushed him off the wooden platform behind the register toward the store's back room. A supply closet opens onto the passageway.
The robber made Lee open the closet, go in and sit down. He shut the door but did not lock it. Lee heard one of the men say, "Go, go, go," and heard their steps thump across the platform. He thought they had left.
Before Lee crept out of the closet, he picked up the gun his father had given him. He was reaching for the telephone to call the police when he heard a sound.
He looked around the cash register and saw the two men next to the door. One of them held a large handgun, a .45-caliber.
"I shot one time," he said. "They ran away."
Lee ran outside. He saw Carter sprawled next to a tree near the intersection of Forest Hill and Dundee avenues. He called 911 for police and an ambulance.
Carter was pronounced dead at a local hospital. Police arrested Donald E. Allen a few days later and charged him with robbery.
Peace of mind has been hard to find for Lee. His father died recently. "This year is terrible," he said.
Time is healing him slowly.
"I'm OK. Jesus helps me." http://www.timesdispatch.com/news/bearingarms/MGBR2JSOV0D.html
"If cowardly and dishonorable men sometimes shoot unarmed men with army pistols or guns, the evil must be prevented by the penitentiary and gallows, and not by a general deprivation of a constitutional privilege." - Arkansas Supreme Court, 1878