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birthday +1 missing Dad

Ditch-RunnerDitch-Runner Member Posts: 25,374 ✭✭✭✭
edited March 2014 in General Discussion
tomorrow is my birthday and I am doing a give away see my other post .
this post is in memory of my dad he passed away in 2001 one day after my birthday . he never went to school could not read or write mom taught him to sign his name , but common sense and carpentry he was on top of his game different time and place than now that's for sure .
March 28 2001 he left us . we knew along with him he had little time left , He fought cancer for years until they told him maybe 1 year to live that's it .
while he was able I took him back to Tennessee, I helped hunt up old friends he had not seen in 30 - 40 - 50 years and some old family members also most I had never known.
His time and health moved on quickly going down hill. I did get to tell him how much I loved him and all the things we shared when I was a kid , we even worked together several years on construction jobs . First time in my life I had told him that . He was being so brave in the face of death I'm not sure I could have done it . ( I know no religion discussions on here but this is border line) , I am not so religious myself, my dad was so-so several months before he left us he met with the pastor of the church my mom went to and was "saved" for lack of better words , up to that point he was very restless ,nervous and sleepless , however I guess who would not be facing the end of your mortal life . He stopped by my house while he was still doing Ok , He told me the story about mom and the church , said he was going to a better place even pointed skyward , he was as calm as I had ever seen him , relaxed in his fate . I have not changed my ways but I am thank full for him he was positive a better and pain free place was waiting on him he was no longer afraid or at least did not show it . it was a bitter sweet moment knowing we had no control and he had a couple months to live . last month of his life he was just kept knocked out or close to it with drugs to ease the pain , I still went by each day and talked to him ( he could not respond ) until one morning I stopped by , and before I got home he passed. I turned around went back to mom and dads house to help keep my sisters and mom some what calm and help carry dad out to the hearse ,
I miss him , for a long time several years , I still wanted to stop by and talk to him and then realize I could no longer do it

no reply's are necessary, know it was along read if you stuck to it . I just wanted to get it off my mind tonight and posting it here helped thanks and have a good night

Comments

  • gjshawgjshaw Member Posts: 14,770 ✭✭✭✭
    edited November -1
    Thank you for sharing this with us.
  • Dads3040Dads3040 Member Posts: 13,552 ✭✭✭
    edited November -1
    Glad you told us your story. I think it comforts all of us to know that losing someone we love is a pain that we all share.

    Bless you and your Dad.
  • bigoutsidebigoutside Member Posts: 19,443
    edited November -1
    I know many of us can relate.
  • TooBigTooBig Member Posts: 28,559 ✭✭✭
    edited November -1
  • TangoSierraTangoSierra Member Posts: 1,248 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited November -1
    My Dad's health was just beginning to fail when he passed away unexpectedly. Was a shock to all of us but the first thing that I thought was that he won't have to be sick now. There are things worse that death. Just wish I had one day to go back and tell him how much I love him, thank him for all he did for me, and say goodbye.

    Don't miss the opportunity if you have it.
  • catgunguycatgunguy Member Posts: 6,089
    edited November -1
    Thank you for sharing your story about your dad. I am sure the world has lost a great man.
  • WEASEL-88WEASEL-88 Member Posts: 998 ✭✭✭✭
    edited November -1
    I know, my Mom passed a year ago. She was just one month from her 95th birthday. I told myself she had a long life but I miss her.
  • Winston BodeWinston Bode Member Posts: 1,628 ✭✭✭✭✭
    edited November -1
    My stepdad is getting bad. Cancer is spreading and he's getting weaker. I know I need to talk to him about his beliefs and make sure he knows where he's going when his earthly body wears out. I'm pretty sure he's saved but I need to be sure.
    As far as stepdads go I could have had a hell of a lot worse. He's been good to my mom and me and my brothers.
  • montanajoemontanajoe Forums Admins, Member, Moderator Posts: 60,237 ******
    edited November -1
    Blessings. Amen.
  • retroxler58retroxler58 Member Posts: 32,693 ✭✭✭
    edited November -1
    I know how you feel...

    My Dad passed from Cancer in Early Jan'83 before he turned 67 that coming Feb.

    I gave Dad his last shave at his bedside.
    When he passed, I boxed up his shaving stuff and placed it in his top drawer.
    Mom asked several years ago if there was anything of Dad's that I wanted.
    I got up... Went to the bedroom... Got the box out of the drawer where I had placed it in '83.
    Came back into the kitchen and told her... "Just this box..."

    Still have the soap filled mug, shaving brush, and Schick Safety Razor.
  • guntech59guntech59 Member Posts: 23,188 ✭✭✭
    edited November -1
    quote:Originally posted by retroxler58
    I know how you feel...

    My Dad passed from Cancer in Early Jan'83 before he turned 67 that coming Feb.

    I gave Dad his last shave at his bedside.
    When he passed, I boxed up his shaving stuff and placed it in his top drawer.
    Mom asked several years ago if there was anything of Dad's that I wanted.
    I got up... Went to the bedroom... Got the box out of the drawer where I had placed it in '83.
    Came back into the kitchen and told her... "Just this box..."

    Still have the soap filled mug, shaving brush, and Schick Safety Razor.




    I get it.

    I have my Dad's WWII ribbons and medals. That's all I wanted.
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