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vets are just plain tired of waking up a little sicker each day? It really wears on me some days, not knowing what's going on with my heart, nervous system, joint and muscle pain, headaches, twitching, chronic fatigue, severe memory loss, intestinal problems, blisters and rashes, ulner palsy in both arms, tachycardia, sinus bradycardia, high blood pressure, dizziness and weak spells, sweats and hot flashes...the list goes on and on. The worst part is that it seems to get a little worse each day. This is taxing...mentally as well as physically. Hell, I'm 35 and in pretty good shape physically, but my body is worse off than a 65 year old man. I push myself hard with work...I've always been a hard worker, but sometimes I feel like I just cannot do it anymore. I get fed up at times. Please forgive my rant/whining...but I know that some of you guys can relate.
Truth be told, I would do it all over again. I joined the Army to serve this nation in combat. That was my only reason for joining. I accept everything that I have to deal with, but I sometimes wonder if it would have been easier to die on the battlefield.[:(]
Sorry for the rant...
Truth be told, I would do it all over again. I joined the Army to serve this nation in combat. That was my only reason for joining. I accept everything that I have to deal with, but I sometimes wonder if it would have been easier to die on the battlefield.[:(]
Sorry for the rant...
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i know desert storm was diff. than iraqi freedom, but you can enlighten me on those times, and i can tell you about liberating fallujah [xx(][xx(][B)][B)]
Hello, just joined GB. I was their (D.S) also, and I've been home from Iraq (OIF2) a little over a year. Things were different between the two. My health seems to be ok, although I do have problems with my joints, and especially my sinus's since D.S. I can remember about the time I returned back to Germany from (D.S.) I was very short winded. Not much help from V.A. at that time. But over the years seemed to get over it. Since returning from Iraq, haven't noticed any new major problems. Just alot of bad memory's. The way things are looking with my mos. I'll be going back sooner than I'd like. But like you said, that's what I signed up for. But being in the National Guard now, its like being full time. Good luck and that's for your service.
I'm sure things are different now.
I have a feeling the government knows what is wrong with us, but is going to do like they did for agent orange. And that is to wait for half of us to die off and then say "Oh we made a mistake". I say this because I haven't heard about the guys now recieving all the shots and pills that we had durring D.S. Heck my shot records have stuff on there that they never identified by name, just with a military number.
Makes you wonder about what they gave us.
The vaccine they are making now is in no means the same vaccine that was made for decades and given to veterinarians.
All those re-called batches of Anthrax Vaccine...the FDA caught Bioport dumping them back into the new batches they were brewing.
We all were/ are guinea pigs.
One of my neat problems has do do with bone mass loss. I have to go back in for a bone density test some time this month. Pain in the knees, shoulders, and left elbow.
My bones in my ankle are deteriorating. Not sure if its related to the gulf though. It was shatered when I was hit by a drunk driver about 2 1/2 years ago, they surgecly repaired it, but now it is getting to the point they have talked about fuseing it.
I have enuff other stuff related to the gulf that I just lump it all together and say I am one messed up individual. LOL
I do get my 100% service conected so the Va takes care of all of it.
vets are just plain tired of waking up a little sicker each day? It really wears on me some days, not knowing what's going on with my heart, nervous system, joint and muscle pain, headaches, twitching, chronic fatigue, severe memory loss, intestinal problems, blisters and rashes, ulner palsy in both arms, tachycardia, sinus bradycardia, high blood pressure, dizziness and weak spells, sweats and hot flashes...the list goes on and on. The worst part is that it seems to get a little worse each day. This is taxing...mentally as well as physically. Hell, I'm 35 and in pretty good shape physically, but my body is worse off than a 65 year old man. I push myself hard with work...I've always been a hard worker, but sometimes I feel like I just cannot do it anymore. I get fed up at times. Please forgive my rant/whining...but I know that some of you guys can relate.
Truth be told, I would do it all over again. I joined the Army to serve this nation in combat. That was my only reason for joining. I accept everything that I have to deal with, but I sometimes wonder if it would have been easier to die on the battlefield.[:(]
Sorry for the rant...
I understand. On my third marriage, pumped with so many drugs, I don't know what is to feel a real feeling anymore. Knees shot -- every joint creaks, cracks and pops like a rusty bicycle after a rain storm.
I am 41 now,was a Combat Engineer in Storm.I long suspected the shots as being part of the blame.I also Farmed for 17 yrs,and some of the joint pain comes from that,and motorcycle accidents.I also have had Atrial fibbrillation,intestinal trouble.
In France they made it mandatory for all kids to get Hep B shots.....all of the sudden they had this huge number of kids develop MS and banned the vaccine.
America covers up adverse reactions to vaccines.
There is no reason to pump Americans up with Thermosol (lead) and the Anthrax Vaccine when the world's other SuperPowers possess SuperAnthrax which no vaccine can protect from. No American enemy has killed American GI's with Anthrax....yet the BioPort Vaccine has killed quite a few American GI's.
Our side effects to the vaccines are well documented...just nobody wants to admit it for National Security reasons.
i served after the war was over from oct to january
i have all the classic symptoms plus im starting to tremble in my legs after i have held them in place for a few minutes is this normal ?
i also have had a terrible temper after i retired and after i came back from saudia arabia and the gulf war
i was so incenced (mad and angry) aftera va doctor told me it was all in my mind i quit talking to anyone in the veterans admin
i tore up their letters unopened so i screwed myself for 10 years (which i think they wanted me to do in the first place )
by not applying for benefits after dr smith said all that pain was
mental
grr i still get mad at the thought of him telling me ITS ALL IN YOUR MIND
im glad i never had enough money to buy a weapon after i retired
since then i have calmed down im now 53 and am real cool calm and collected but if i ever see dr smith ill kick his *
and yes i might go to jail but frankly i dont give a damn
no one tells me my stiff aching hands are a product of my imagination
i still refuse to go to the veterans hospital in grand junction colorado and will never go there for any reason period
alamosa colorado has a very nice older doctor and he believes me even if my own family does not
martin a cross tsgt usaf retired