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People Dont Understand
dav1965
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My cousin was 47 the same age as me and hekilled himself because he was in a lot of pain for the past 12 years because of his back. He had 2 surgeries that did not help much he said. I had several people tell me they did not understand how he could do that.
I told them that i have prayed to God a few times for him to let me go so i could stop hurting. I told them until you have been through it you have no idea what you would do. I take Morphine 2 times a day and 6 oxycodones a day and some times i hurt so bad tears come out of my eyes. I think of ending things then i feel good for a week and hope i have gotten better only to hurt again.
I dont believe in hurting yourself but i can understand why some one might say they have had enough.
I told them that i have prayed to God a few times for him to let me go so i could stop hurting. I told them until you have been through it you have no idea what you would do. I take Morphine 2 times a day and 6 oxycodones a day and some times i hurt so bad tears come out of my eyes. I think of ending things then i feel good for a week and hope i have gotten better only to hurt again.
I dont believe in hurting yourself but i can understand why some one might say they have had enough.
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I watched him die and cried for myself and my mother.
I have always wondered why we call ourselves compassionate for taking our pets in when there is no hope for them to lead a full and pain free life. But we scream bloody murder when a person would like a physician to give them a cocktail that will let them slip from this mortal plane and leave the physical pain behind when they know there is no cure or hope.
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How would I explain anything, some people just understand? And, again it isn't anything other than a bill! And venture to say Coke Machines won't work because its a sponge off of somebody else story... hanging wallpaper to buy them on location, not happening. Using your imagination only winds you up in the poor house! BAD
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Some people just don't understand, and I can go on and on, but how's it revelant... one of my uncles grand kids died recently which makes me look bad to tell the truth it was the wrong one, going back to running with scissors or jumping on the bed there's only one and its not me? But, I take the heat, because its my mother that to blame!
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How would I explain anything, some people just understand? And, again it isn't anything other than a bill! And venture to say Coke Machines won't work because its a sponge off of somebody else story... hanging wallpaper to buy them on location, not happening. Using your imagination only winds you up in the poor house! BAD
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The only real legacy anybody leaves behind is a few genes if you are lucky enough to have kids and the memories of those left behind.
I've been there a few times, not for as long as you have, but in all likelihood just as much pain. My solution was to be stoic, suck it up and soldier on. And I also had the thought in the back of my mind, I want to live long enough to pee on the graves of those that have wronged me.[:D]
Some people just don't understand, and I can go on and on, but how's it revelant... one of my uncles grand kids died recently which makes me look bad to tell the truth it was the wrong one, going back to running with scissors or jumping on the bed there's only one and its not me? But, I take the heat, because its my mother that to blame!
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How would I explain anything, some people just understand? And, again it isn't anything other than a bill! And venture to say Coke Machines won't work because its a sponge off of somebody else story... hanging wallpaper to buy them on location, not happening. Using your imagination only winds you up in the poor house! BAD
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Dude, get back on your meds.
quote:Originally posted by aw3ol
Some people just don't understand, and I can go on and on, but how's it revelant... one of my uncles grand kids died recently which makes me look bad to tell the truth it was the wrong one, going back to running with scissors or jumping on the bed there's only one and its not me? But, I take the heat, because its my mother that to blame!
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How would I explain anything, some people just understand? And, again it isn't anything other than a bill! And venture to say Coke Machines won't work because its a sponge off of somebody else story... hanging wallpaper to buy them on location, not happening. Using your imagination only winds you up in the poor house! BAD
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Dude, get back on your meds.
Or, get off them [:D].
His behavior makes sense to me.
I'm sorry for your loss, and your suffering, as well. [:)]
Reality's far too hard for many to understand, Dave.
His behavior makes sense to me.
I'm sorry for your loss, and your suffering, as well. [:)]
I believe we are all put here for a reason.
I was standing on a street corner waiting for the light to change. High speed street, two lanes both directions, no parking, main road into the city from the interstate. Three hundred pound black chick standing in front of me with a dozen kids hovering around her. One youngster maybe, 12 years old, a young boy, stumbles off the curb and takes a crab step or two into the traffic lane. I hear a Mercedes powering out from the red light, I grab the kid by the collar and yank him back up onto the sidewalk, just as the Mercedes comes by doing around 40 MPH.
The three hundred pound black chick turns around and yells, what you doing putting your hands on my boy, you honky mofo. I'm going to call the PO lice and have your honky * arrested.
I also believe God has a sense of hunmor, don't loose your sense of humor.
quote:Originally posted by aw3ol
Some people just don't understand, and I can go on and on, but how's it revelant... one of my uncles grand kids died recently which makes me look bad to tell the truth it was the wrong one, going back to running with scissors or jumping on the bed there's only one and its not me? But, I take the heat, because its my mother that to blame!
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How would I explain anything, some people just understand? And, again it isn't anything other than a bill! And venture to say Coke Machines won't work because its a sponge off of somebody else story... hanging wallpaper to buy them on location, not happening. Using your imagination only winds you up in the poor house! BAD
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words...
An interesting amalgamation of them for sure.
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They've cut my downline to a point of non existance, people don't understand? Reds on the wrong side of the street is some game that there play'n, i've worked for 7/ll and Rainbird finding a bill to go back to your last job is at VONS... and on and on it goes
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Are you a native English speaker?
No offense, I'm just curious.
A lot of people have back pain they bring on themselves that's caused by being over weight and I used to be one of them. I suffered a lot more back pain when I was a lard * than I do now. I said to myself one day this is stupid I'm digging my grave with my spoon and fork and there's no excuse for it. People going to the doctor complaining about back pain and all the time they know what the problem is but don't want to admit it. And the doctor knows to but he will just keep on writing those pain prescriptions 'cause if it weren't for fat people the family doctor would be out of business and so would the drug industry which is the main reason Phin Phin (Fenfluramine/phentermine) died a sudden death. That drug threatened to put them all out of business so they had to demonize it and say it was causing heart problems when in fact it was saving a lot more lives than it was causing any problems.
I believe we all have the right to make a final decision if we are of sound mind and are making a calm rational decision. That being said, exercising that right needs to be done responsibly. That means ensuring that what you do is not a surprise to your family that will cause guilt or blame. You have to communicate ahead of time your reasons and reassure everyone that this is a personal decision and THEY are not responsible.
Really? Would you call the FBI before you robbed a bank? [:D]
I guess this is why folks leave notes, right? [;)]
Just to be clear, I'm not saying it's a decision I support, necessarily, but, a decision I understand. It would be nice to have a different solution, and a different outcome, but, resolution isn't always a pretty thing.
Are you a native English speaker?I'm betting yes.
in trouble has Anyone Checked his Auctions
I beleive His Transformer voltage is Shunting To Ground..
Anyone Close Where They Can Check him Out?????
SERIOUSLY
quote:Originally posted by Oso2142
Are you a native English speaker?I'm betting yes.
Well, if you're right, I'm betting that he's in trouble, and somebody should go check on him.
I live too far...